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Thursday, April 29, 2010

Sunday, April 18, 2010

Wondering Again



Wondering Again

She is always worried about him…to much thinking
Sometimes she gets so lonely, she spends her nights drinking
Pushing memories of past conversations…far in the back of her mind…
To talk to her these days, he just cant seem to find the time
Swearing she has cried her last tear for him, the thunder rumbles
Into the kitchen…to fix another drink she stumbles…
‘Three months since I’ve heard his voice’ she whispers to her cat
Wondering to herself… where he is at
She wants to be angry…but somehow she just cant manage the strength
Too tired to wonder anymore…she stretches  out full length
In the cold empty bed… where he use to lay his head
Her mind was clouded with dark thoughts, where demons would hesitate to tread…
The liquor finally did its job, and to sleep she finally fell
Even in her dreams…she could not escape this hell…
Finger tips of rejection, caressed her cheek in her sleep
Laughter of the devil himself…while in her dreams she would weep
Nights filled tossing and turning, when sleep would come
And peace it seemed….from her it would run from…
In the morning she would start over, haunting memories of distrust
And the love she couldn’t let go of…of the man that gave into lust.

Written by: Little Wolf©

(just a write ya’ll)

Friday, April 16, 2010

Failure...Refused


Failure…Refused

Although the tall grass moved with the breeze,
Crickets chirped… and moving the clouds she could see,
While  standing in flatland's, now able to see for miles,
Understanding the enemy was more than bitter bile,

The lonely sound of silence, would assault the ears,
Forcing the strongest of men, to face their fears,
What fear would this be…from mother nature would it come?
How… & could , these attrition…. strengths be undone… 
The decay of humanity was on the rise with each sun,
Enough guilt to pass around, for each and every one,
The race itself…seemed fairly safe, other than the actions they choose,
Constantly demanding more, and taking what they could use,
Is it any wonder the disease’s are rapid, regardless if to God… you have been true,
Cancers have returned, and terminal this time around,
Browbeating her mental capacity, searching for any peace to be found,
Its  time but she accepted it all, and made a choice to go with it,
Declining  to allow in the negative, turning her back to it,
She became a little more tolerant, of the ones that had hurt her,
Now it was her turn she thought, to endure the cost of pride,
A time limit issued…
Words misused…
Failure?
Refused….

Written By: Little Wolf

Wednesday, April 14, 2010

Last Breath

Last Breath

Far away from your arms
From the lips that once
caressed me tenderly
Tired now of this lonely existence
cant find peace within my soul…
On my knees…I weep the tears…
stained by your love am I
I kept reaching out…
grasping only the darkness
Have I missed it?
That second chance at love?
As the arms of the coldness…
are all that is left now
Encircling my emotions…
cutting me off from the world
Sadness alone, on its on… I would welcome…
The silence is deafening…and endless
The one I believed would catch me
when I began to fall
Are no where to be found,
Tighter…the darkness grips my spirit
The weight of its agony unbearable
The sound of its cry…ringing in my ears
Release from it all…
would be freedom
Oh…how much longer
can I bare this misery…
Before the fingers of death approach
I pray for it take me…
To choke what is left
of the memories…
and each breath I take…

Written by: Little Wolf