Wondering Again
She is always worried about him…to much thinking
Sometimes she gets so lonely, she spends her nights drinking
Pushing memories of past conversations…far in the back of her mind…
To talk to her these days, he just cant seem to find the time
Swearing she has cried her last tear for him, the thunder rumbles
Into the kitchen…to fix another drink she stumbles…
‘Three months since I’ve heard his voice’ she whispers to her cat
Wondering to herself… where he is at
She wants to be angry…but somehow she just cant manage the strength
Too tired to wonder anymore…she stretches out full length
In the cold empty bed… where he use to lay his head
Her mind was clouded with dark thoughts, where demons would hesitate to tread…
The liquor finally did its job, and to sleep she finally fell
Even in her dreams…she could not escape this hell…
Finger tips of rejection, caressed her cheek in her sleep
Laughter of the devil himself…while in her dreams she would weep
Nights filled tossing and turning, when sleep would come
And peace it seemed….from her it would run from…
In the morning she would start over, haunting memories of distrust
And the love she couldn’t let go of…of the man that gave into lust.
Written by: Little Wolf©
(just a write ya’ll)
